Everyone wants to be successful, everyone wants recognition and influence. We become obsessed with it and trap ourselves in a perpetual addiction to the taste of success. We are ready to dive headfirst into it, inhale success with our lungs full of it, and suffocate from the lack of it.
But not everyone is like that, many are simply afraid of success and do not reach the desired goals, afraid on the subconscious, as if it will cripple them or hurt them. Like that kid who looks at his uncle, choking on a heavy smoker's cough, and doesn't want to try cigarettes at all.
And now this child is 29 years old, a longtime smoker and prone to alcoholism. And he just wanted to be a successful artist. And he will be once he stops being lost in his subconscious.